I felt that I am getting lousier in every aspect I have done. Just went to Capoeira training, I think I began to regret why didn’t I work harder in the past and here I am start panicking if I could do well in the Batizado. The stress is on, seeing many other people doing well and I guess their effort have paid off.
So as I have mentioned, tests are just around the corner or in fact my first test is on the Friday. Not to say, I am obviously worried because I hated the module and I just hope to have a pass. And I am mad at myself for not studying now because I can’t concentrate. I am physically tired.
Adding on it, I had to quickly master my manicuring skills by the end of this month. Damn!
And again, talked about FYP today with one of my team mates and heard that they have started on their report but I am rotting here.
I need a balance, I need to arrange time to make things right.
24 hours are not enough!
I won’t accept myself to be a failure in Capoeira.
And neither will I accept that I might have the possibility repeat the fourth year in RP (If I really did badly in any of the modules) and I just want to finish off my goddamn FYP as soon as possible.
Of course, I do not want to lengthen my trainee contract in Manicuring. (Pay sucks)
I think the few things of the above are enough to make me bonkers.
I want to be really good in all of these, guess all I need is time and especially time management.
Tick-tock, tick tock~
Time to go now, goodnight peeps.
Sigh, test on Friday! Structural Biology is my weakest and the module I hate the most. I don’t know how I am supposed to pass that. I wonder long more I can wait before I graduate. Damn, my dear friends had started studying for the upcoming tests but I am doing none. I can’t put myself to concentrate on it, how?!
I think I just need a “studying” mind and put on the mugging cap.
Then after the tests, next up will be FYP part 2. FYP FYP and FYP that is sickening that I hope it will never come again. I’ve yet complete my report or maybe I should say that I haven’t even started any single thing yet. I know my team mates already done something but nothing I’ve did.
What’s more, I am going for Capoeira Batizado on the second week of November. And that is a “test” to achieve a next level’s belt. That means had to practice much harder these few days. It is like finally after much encouragement from Baby. I wonder I should be happy about this.
Sigh, I am really exhausted and lazy. School and work obviously contributed my tiredness and thus, I will seek for more rest. So as much I have time, I wanted to rest and maybe that leads to my laziness.
Actually, I think I getting to love working as a manicurist. Perhaps, that is something that I really love to do so.
Crap, I wanted to blog about my dear Erika Faye’s birthday!! I need to wait for her pictures, hopefully soon. Hee, quick Ma’am, send me those pictures!
Now it’s time to get on the track, Linda.
I think I am too lazy to upload pictures these days, but out of so many pictures, I think this is the best especially taken with Polaroid. =)
I am feeling physically exhausted as well, the tiredness is like too overwhelming that I could sleep almost anywhere at any time. I slept in class almost all the times. Tell me about it, I just overslept today and skipped school. In the short 4 weeks’ of school, I already skipped 4 times. I still have another 6 weeks to go, dude. I am doom, UTs are coming right up and I know nuts about the lessons.
I guess I need to reorganize my schedule well.
I need a healthy body, heart and soul. Hahaha~
Goodnight peeps.
