Hi welcome to Little Elegante!
I guess, I would prefer Blogspot and gona be faithful from now (hopefully)!!
Thanks to Faye's recommendation!
SEe ya there!
Almost there
My three weeks aren’t easy, totally not. I am so lonely without boyfriend. Looks like I am quite dependent on him, pretty much.
Luckily, I am occupied by my full time most of the time. Time flies faster. Another week to go, I can’t wait to see him soon.
Sidetrack a little, I just saw my bestfriend’s new blog at blogspot, it looks really awesome. I am so going to change it back to blogspot again once my weekend is here.
Oh well, my life is hell bored. Basically, is a daily routine as always. Nothing new to expect but I was hoping to end work fast and back home to sleep everyday.
Currently, I am more focus on my driving license. Hopefully I could pass as soon as possible, before May. I need to get this shit out. Money is draining fast because of Singapore’s expensive driving license.
Okay, have to go to bed now. And I am always tired, ALWAYS! I hate to work in the morning. Don’t work is the best.
Update soon!
Cheers.
Blames
All everyone does in the house just blame and just putting the blame on me. So easy!
Why sister not coming home, why not doing well on her work and it’s my entire fault. Oh so because I always make a fuss lah, but why? Oh yes because I am insane, tsk tsk. So yet again, that’s my bad.
Why brother not doing well in school, everything my fault. Then on the other hand, blame me for not enough things to play at home? I love this.
Any domestic matters that comes wrong, could be my fault too. Not enough money, mainly could be my fault. That’s so nice and why no one ever appreciate what I have done in the house especially in monetary wise. I’ve always contribute half of my pay to the house and yet taken it for granted. No one appreciates but only knows how to call me a scrooge. Yes, if I hadn’t kept up such living style, I wonder how that money could be found. It really been a long time since I really buy something I really like, and all these while I threw all my money into those unwanted bills. Though I hate to do this, but I really hate to see my dad working so hard too. But, I can't do it just by myself, I need help too. What else I can do to please the rest of them and siblings?
Life is cruel. My siblings had grown up, life is their hands, I’m not in control. My family is not good in expressing love towards one another, all these I’ve already learn at my young age. I am fine, but well, my siblings never understand and always blame the family for not loving. Then, that’s my fault too uh?! I wonder why when I am their age, I can understand and they can’t?
I guess I’ve accepted it and they don’t.
How can I control every single thing in the house?! It is simply because no one has the same vision and mindset with me. Not a single soul.
