I felt that I am getting lousier in every aspect I have done. Just went to Capoeira training, I think I began to regret why didn’t I work harder in the past and here I am start panicking if I could do well in the Batizado. The stress is on, seeing many other people doing well and I guess their effort have paid off.
So as I have mentioned, tests are just around the corner or in fact my first test is on the Friday. Not to say, I am obviously worried because I hated the module and I just hope to have a pass. And I am mad at myself for not studying now because I can’t concentrate. I am physically tired.
Adding on it, I had to quickly master my manicuring skills by the end of this month. Damn!
And again, talked about FYP today with one of my team mates and heard that they have started on their report but I am rotting here.
I need a balance, I need to arrange time to make things right.
24 hours are not enough!
I won’t accept myself to be a failure in Capoeira.
And neither will I accept that I might have the possibility repeat the fourth year in RP (If I really did badly in any of the modules) and I just want to finish off my goddamn FYP as soon as possible.
Of course, I do not want to lengthen my trainee contract in Manicuring. (Pay sucks)
I think the few things of the above are enough to make me bonkers.
I want to be really good in all of these, guess all I need is time and especially time management.
Tick-tock, tick tock~
Time to go now, goodnight peeps.
